I remember the time you sat and told me about when we were 8. And all the things you said that night that just couldn’t wait.

"

dear samantha
i’m sorry
we have to get a divorce
i know that seems like an odd way to start a love letter but let me explain:
it’s not you
it sure as hell isn’t me
it’s just human beings don’t love as well as insects do
i love you.. far too much to let what we have be ruined by the failings of our species

i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
i know you would never DO anything, you never do but..
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night

did you know that when a female fly accepts the pheromones put off by a male fly, it re-writes her brain, destroys the receptors that receive pheromones, sensing the change, the male fly does the same. when two flies love each other they do it so hard, they will never love anything else ever again. if either one of them dies before procreation can happen both sets of genetic code are lost forever. now that… is dedication.

after Elizabeth and i broke up we spent three days dividing everything we had bought together
like if i knew what pots were mine like if i knew which drapes were mine somehow the pain would go away

this is not true

after two praying mantises mate, the nervous system of the male begins to shut down
while he still has control over his motor functions
he flops onto his back, exposing his soft underbelly up to his lover like a gift
she then proceeds to lovingly dice him into tiny cubes
spooning every morsel into her mouth
she wastes nothing
even the exoskeleton goes
she does this so that once their children are born she has something to regurgitate to feed them
now that.. is selflessness

i could never do that for you

so i have a new plan
i’m gonna leave you now
i’m gonna spend the rest of my life committing petty injustices
i hope you do the same
i will jay walk at every opportunity
i will steal things i could easily afford
i will be rude to strangers
i hope you do the same
i hope reincarnation is real
i hope our petty crimes are enough to cause us to be reborn as lesser creatures
i hope we are reborn as flies
so that we can love each other as hard as we were meant to.”

"  - Jared Singer, An Entomologist’s Last Love Letter (via peachgrl)

"I’m a simple woman, I like handsome bearded brunette men and breakfast food."  - Channeling Ron Swanson for life.  (via thatkindofwoman)

before sleep rant… 

I love you.

I love you

I love you

I LOVE you

i always have. i always will. 

And there is nothing, nothing that is going to make me stop loving you.

Maybe we’ll have a shot at it in the future. Maybe its not meant to be. Maybe its just better to be forgotten like most of our past.

and maybe its just one sided.

But something tells me that since that day you have been dropping by, checking whether or not if i have posted anything about you lately. Well here it is.

let me write it on a billboard

or sing it on stage in front of millions of people trying out for the x factor

But just know this one thing aside from the obvious. I wont say your name

Because if you can know that I am talking about you, then I know that i have been heard.

I miss you. Always have and always will

but more importantly i will never stop loving you, even when there is no neurological function or no blood pumping in my heart because

I dont need a heart to keep my love within; it goes with me, everywhere.

It will continue to go on when there is not a single soul left on this earth. 

Even if you refuse to accept it will continue to go.

Because of the hope my love has for you.

I love you.

I miss you.

Goodnight tumbleweeds.

i think that possibly
maybe I’ve fallen for u
yes
there’s a chance I’ve fallen quite hard over u

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in this moment this order’s tall

i remember the time u told me about when u were eight. 
and all the things u said that night that just couldn’t wait.

then it hurt so bad sometimes 
when not having u here…

then i think
possibly I’ve fallen for u…
all over again 
♥

"Did you know: Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else."  - (via 4everjoce)

And when someone is embedded withing your DNA, it is nearly impossible to ever forget them, let alone to never love them again. 

allofmydirtysecrets:

SO MANY FEELS

"

P: I wish I had met you a long time ago when we were kids. There isn’t enough time.

D: There never would have been.

"  - Seeking a Friend for the End of the World (via quibblequirk)

"The more you love someone, he came to think, the harder it is to tell them. It surprised him that strangers didn’t stop each other on the street to say I love you."  - Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything is Illuminated  (via khalishh)

High heels were invented by a woman who had been kissed on the forehead. 
-Christopher Morley