probably the best things that happened to me today. 

Thank you Rashad [:

sleep sounds amazing.  

I will procastinate till the end…

writing 3 essays tomorrow, 1 due at 2 and the rest due at 6.

I got this.

Song of the night: Bonne nuit by Rashad.

http://blog.rashadsays.com/post/10145187740#notes

nighty night tumbleweeds…

p.s don’t ask how work went..

before sleep rant? 

Its our bad time. It really is. And when it hits, it hits hard. Lord, just make us get through this… easily. Oh can i ace my finals while i’m at it? thanks [:

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 I need to find a way to make my room soundproof, just so i can play my violin without anyone judging me. I miss playing Fortisimo with an excess amount of vibrato used!

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Havn’t been this happy in the longest time. It’s almost as good as dreaming about performing my first solo surgery! which i know is gonna take a while, but hey, who’s rushing? This is merely just a reminder, that what i really want from life.

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And to answer all of your questions, NO! i do not want to become a cardio thoracic surgeon because it will make the most “bank”. I want to become a surgoen, because its what I! want to do, not what my parents or anyone expects me to do. And whats better: Saving someones life, or making a lot of money?

i chose saving a life, because its benefiting others, not myself.

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http://blog.rashadsays.com/post/13440739481#notes 

song of the night.

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I should sleep, finals are killing me. 

Nighty night tumbleweeds [:

before sleep rant? 

I just realized how many pills i have to take throughout the day, at night. weekly. its, ridiculous.

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i miss music so much, but not solo stuff, playing with a whole orchestra! i miss feeling the strings on my fingers as i vibrato gracefully with whole notes or even eight notes. having to do fast runs, and my fingers ache, though long for more, is just the adrenaline rush i need, as my the bow becomes more stacatto or lagato.

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is it weird that listening to rashadsays play the piano everynight just so i can sleep? Oh well, i suppose the longing for music to my ears has become a habit.

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http://blog.rashadsays.com/tagged/piano

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nighty night tumble weeds<3